喜欢一个人很累
而且不知道那个人对你的感觉如何
每天想着他
在他喜欢某某人的时候又担心
这种感觉很累
也没有安全感
算了真的
不想要这样下去
4年了
真的好爱他
林先生 我好累
不想要每天那么没有安全感的过
不想要在你面前掉泪
从此都不
不知道你对我什么感觉
不知道你喜不喜欢我
或者我对你的喜欢
令你感到厌恶
抱歉 对不起
真的 想对你说最后一次的 我爱你
只有眼泪懂得一切
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Friday, October 21, 2016
Monday, October 17, 2016
突然好想你
我只是想 在你身边陪伴你
无论是你开心 你伤心 你生气 你烦恼
只要你不嫌弃我就好
只要你一转身 我就在你身后
不想成为你的绊脚石
你知道或不知道 都无所谓
对你的付出不需要回报
只要你开心就好
只是突然好想你
Friday, September 9, 2016
Thursday, August 11, 2016
只是朋友
8月9日 七夕情人节
我以为你会跟我告白
等了一整天 你放工时说要去抓pokemon
就叫你慢慢抓 你说好
我 hng 了你一声
Zmk ? Ntg
你就没回我了
后来 想一想 不是你的错吧
你当然不知道我生气什么
都是我的错吧
傻呀我 以为你喜欢我
等着你跟我告白
笨死了 超丢脸的
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
今天你去了inti不是找我 是找了你的兄弟
不管怎样 你去了 也没有问候我是否在学校
你整天都跟你的兄弟一起
为就是你偶尔回复的对象
现在清醒了 我们只是朋友
只能是朋友
从今以候不会再多想
你答应说要一起看的戏 suicide squad
你也应该没有放在心上 忘了吧
Sunday, August 7, 2016
那份礼物还是送不出
想要送给他 礼物
或许是最后一份吧 皮包
他一直拒绝 说他没送人 所以别人不要送他
后来才说他家很多
很多钱包 当然排不上我的咯
或许他的前任也买了给他
后来知道了 就放弃买
就真的坚持很久 很想要买给他的
他不懂 我买给他那个皮包的意义
就发我脾气 说我唠叨
我知道唠叨了 但是计划很久的礼物
突然不需要我买了 心里有点伤心
现在的社会第一眼见面 当然是看外表
钱 脸 人际关系 脑袋
有钱 驾名车 拿了好的皮包
别人刚认识你 必然会对你多加留意
第一印象就不好了 这个人很皮包烂烂 旧旧的
别人就不会有好印象
买个好一点的皮包 品质又好
不是很好吗
一点都不领情 还生了我的气
我觉得他好像很快会有下一任的
那时我不会再和他联络
最后的礼物 也不准我买给他
我 . . .
或许没缘分吧 不会在一起了
该放手了
Tuesday, May 24, 2016
Wednesday, April 20, 2016
Saturday, April 16, 2016
Thursday, April 7, 2016
很想念猪头
Finally he reply me after 3days
He say he was busy this few days
Angry de also no angry le lo
He busy work n study,
Ltr if he argue with his gf i go find him argue 他不就更煩
Ntg also
He seen my msg le also no reply me
Haih
Bt i just wn say i vry miss the pig
好不容易 我们没有误会彼此了
我现在会好好珍惜他
和他见面 和他聊天的每一天
❤
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
Idk wat am i doin
Seriously reli reli reli wn find him
Bt . . .
I knw i shouldnt
I should just endure
Me seriously miss him so much
Somehow i tot im dreaming
Tat nite he accompany me go eat
Actually is just a reason i wn to see him
Te way he talk to me and treat me was still so soft n caring
How cn i not falling for him again
Miss him so much bt i cnt find him
First time he mention about us after we break up
He told me the reason he dw b tgt with me is becoz i cnt late go out with him
I told him
I willing to tel out our relationship public if we got tgt
I also told him i wil intro him to my family
So he cn public cm my hse pei me or find me or even bring me out late nite
Becoz everytime i go out with friend my parents will worry about me
Dk my friend or even i cn take care myself a nt
So if i bring him to my family, my family all knw him, knw he cn take care of me
Tey sure wun worry about me anymore
Bt, he seems dun believe me any
Idk wat he is thinking
Bt since he stil with his gf
I shouldnt show up and spoil their relationship
I tot i stil gt chance to be with him
Maybe, it is just a nice dream he give me as my bdy present
Thank you pii
Tuesday, March 15, 2016
Saturday, March 12, 2016
开不了口的请求
我只是希望今年21岁生日
你会陪在我身边
只求一天就好 可以吗
拜托
刚才不敢说 我怕你拒绝我
因为那天是我生日
你不想要对不起你女友
只要给我一个你 哪怕一段晚餐
一餐街边的食物
可以吗
Friday, February 12, 2016
今晚的我
我只是要活得开心
头脑简单 不想想什么负责的事
太懒惰了 简简单单就好
希望每天有好玩的 每天都忙忙的
只是每次停下来 想的就是他
希望每天忙忙忙 这样就不想了
对吧
最近遇到一个怪咖 他和我一样喜欢了一个不该喜欢的人
那晚他不知道怎么了说了很多
我不知道怎么了 陪了他
或许 我可以感觉到他需要人陪
因为我明白他
那晚 他感觉很伤心 很无助吧
我也跟着伤心起来 以前的我是不是像他那样
那么伤心 为了一个不爱我们的人
我没有像他那样勇敢 比他懦弱
我的事 都不敢跟别人聊 更不能在别人面前提起 我会很笨的 哭得很伤心
希望我可以假装坚强 骗得了别人 也骗到自己
我不想为他哭 但不能控制
我想尝试喜欢人 但我喜欢的不喜欢我
我不喜欢的偏偏对我示好
真的那么难可以互相喜欢的吗 ?
我想静一静 让我一个人好好想想
Monday, February 1, 2016
Friday, January 29, 2016
幸运的一个夜晚
Today is so lucky
He text me
Im stil serious in what he told me
I ask him, stil friend or u dw b friend anymore
He say his gf dont like.
I nvr expect he will text me again
Is so suddenly
I have told myself nvr talk to him
Stop falling on him
He love his gf
Is was so surprise
Ended with me talk to you nxt time
Bt his suddenly text make me suddenly mis him
Today class was ended early
Bt idw go home
So i go turn around
Who knws i bang into him
I did what i promis to him
"From now on, idk him, he duno me"
I drove off, him too
I nvr expect that i can met him today
I wish i cn run to him and hug him tide
I didnt, i knw he gt gf
Somehow, i just want him to be happy
I saw a question share on fb
What lie u told ur ex before?
My lie to him is i dont love you anymore
Sorry i lie, i love you
Hi
Im sorry to reject u
Some how i miss u so much
I wish i could hug u nw
Tide tide
I scare i cnt let u go
Im afraid to say goodbye
Bt u r nt mine
U belong to others
I tot this year,
On my 21year old bday,
U will help me celebrate.
21 year old was so meaningful for me
I hope u will b tere with me
Bt tat day u told me
U love ur gf so much
Udw she feel sad, jealous or angry
She is so lucky to have you
Unfortunately i dont hv tat luck to be with u
Be happy with her okay
I dont like u to kep say sorry to me
What i do for u is i ownself wn
Nt ur fault
Ur sorry just make me feel more sad
Dont ever say sorry to me
Just like wat we promis each other last time
Just say i love you, no sorry
Bt the person u love were no longer is me
Idw u both argue coz of me
Idw u feel sorry to ur gf
The day i make decision to love u
I already knw ur choice is her nt me
I miss u