我怕我去劝他的同时 被他拉回来
不顾一切要和他复合
就算做第三者 受他乎冷乎热的对待😭😭😭😭

想你 不过 我知道不该想你
你是否好吗 ?
过得怎样?
你好好的 乖乖的 就好了
原谅我 在外遇见你如同陌路人
害怕会动摇自己的决心
不要对我太好的安慰
或许你的一句话
我会丢掉所有的一切
回头找你
依然想抱抱你
亲爱的 可以吗 ?

幸运的一个夜晚

Today is so lucky
He text me
Im stil serious in what he told me
I ask him, stil friend or u dw b friend anymore
He say his gf dont like.
I nvr expect he will text me again
Is so suddenly
I have told myself nvr talk to him
Stop falling on him
He love his gf
Is was so surprise
Ended with me talk to you nxt time
Bt his suddenly text make me suddenly mis him
Today class was ended early
Bt idw go home
So i go turn around
Who knws i bang into him
I did what i promis to him
"From now on, idk him, he duno me"
I drove off, him too
I nvr expect that i can met him today
I wish i cn run to him and hug him tide
I didnt, i knw he gt gf
Somehow, i just want him to be happy
I saw a question share on fb
What lie u told ur ex before?
My lie to him is i dont love you anymore
Sorry i lie, i love you

Hi

Im sorry to reject u
Some how i miss u so much
I wish i could hug u nw
Tide tide
I scare i cnt let u go
Im afraid to say goodbye
Bt u r nt mine
U belong to others
I tot this year,
On my 21year old bday,
U will help me celebrate.
21 year old was so meaningful for me
I hope u will b tere with me
Bt tat day u told me
U love ur gf so much
Udw she feel sad, jealous or angry
She is so lucky to have you
Unfortunately i dont hv tat luck to be with u
Be happy with her okay
I dont like u to kep say sorry to me
What i do for u is i ownself wn
Nt ur fault
Ur sorry just make me feel more sad
Dont ever say sorry to me
Just like wat we promis each other last time
Just say i love you, no sorry
Bt the person u love were no longer is me
Idw u both argue coz of me
Idw u feel sorry to ur gf
The day i make decision to love u
I already knw ur choice is her nt me
I miss u

把我给杀了吧
自从那天 越来越想你
一直忍一直忍 忍不住了
却被当着门口
明明知道结局会这样
不过不知道为什么 特别特别的伤心
超级超级的伤心
为什么那么想你
都忍不住了
怎么突然这样啦
之前明明就可以藏得很好啊
如果我们在一起 是否每个晚上可以见到你?
怎么伤心的总是我 ?
怎么我可以笨到那么离谱?
怎么会这样 ?
讨厌你啦 你到底做了什么 ?
怎么我那么那么想你 ?

昨天做了噩梦
也是最伤我心的事吧
梦见了 我看见她
他在众人面前宣布不要我 要她
在梦里的挣扎
超伤心的
整个人都不好
我忍不住 找他了

I knw is reli reli reli reli very very very wrong to like a person who have partner
But i reli cant control myself nt to like him
I reli like him so much
I dont think so he know about this
I knw im stubborn
I knw im childish
Other than him, who i also dw
I knw im the most stubborn person
I cant stop myself from like him
Idk how long i will wait for him
But i wait with no regret

I try to face him on his bday
Face the thing im afraid of
Yes i did
After i reach there 10minute
I regret
I cant even stand to listen to them talking about his gf
I feel so sad so sad so sad
My heart was so bitter and pain
I endure it
Tahan tahan cnt cry
I reli cnt take it
I wish i cn walk away right away
Is reli so hard to face him when he is talking about his gf
Im so weak, so stubborn yet so lame
Cnt even take it when tey just talk about his gf
I hate myself so much

I dun like they say he behcham
Everytime he cnt join us tey will say him
Idk wat purpose
Bt i knw he busy working
He work very hard
After work he stil nid to have time with family and his gf
Bt i have no rights to defend him in the group
Who am i to him?

He left the group.
Idk why.
Idk why.
I just start missing him again tonite