满天星

I knw is reli reli reli reli very very very wrong to like a person who have partner
But i reli cant control myself nt to like him
I reli like him so much
I dont think so he know about this
I knw im stubborn
I knw im childish
Other than him, who i also dw
I knw im the most stubborn person
I cant stop myself from like him
Idk how long i will wait for him
But i wait with no regret

I try to face him on his bday
Face the thing im afraid of
Yes i did
After i reach there 10minute
I regret
I cant even stand to listen to them talking about his gf
I feel so sad so sad so sad
My heart was so bitter and pain
I endure it
Tahan tahan cnt cry
I reli cnt take it
I wish i cn walk away right away
Is reli so hard to face him when he is talking about his gf
Im so weak, so stubborn yet so lame
Cnt even take it when tey just talk about his gf
I hate myself so much

I dun like they say he behcham
Everytime he cnt join us tey will say him
Idk wat purpose
Bt i knw he busy working
He work very hard
After work he stil nid to have time with family and his gf
Bt i have no rights to defend him in the group
Who am i to him?

He left the group.
Idk why.
Idk why.
I just start missing him again tonite