hurt..

im so stupid la..
kena 1time d stil wil kena 2nd time..
im so stupid..
so so so stupid..
i dun trust tis world gt LOVE anymore..
b a good girl jus wil hurt my self..
then hould i b a bad girl..
at less i can protect my self from hurting..
bt i stil nt enaught level 2b a bad girl..
i knw no mater wat hapen..
if i kena buli my grandgrandma(winwen), grandma(adeline), n mama(mooipoh) sure wil help me de..
mayb kor or di also wil help me..
bt i jus wan settle tings by my self..
i stil rmb gt 1day..
i duno y i argue wif a person..
then he say "i knw u very big"
i knw tat person is mean kor..(anderson)..
at fb gt ppl scold me cb lian ling~
u can say me wat bt u cant scold me bad world~
i very very dulan..
lj ppl "zanpakto zengtsu" fb name de..
u beter dun let me knw r u..
susien she ask me go te anderson..
bt y everyting wan tel then wor..
i dun wan tey go skul fight again..
my ting i can settle my self..
i dun wan 2menyusahkan then..

bt ...
if i tel them tey wil help me meh??
i also duno..
if i tel them tey wil anry n ask me who is them ??
or
tey wil say oo???

tey wil help me???