abou u...

我现在才懂得
心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整
让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责

承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生
再也不会让你受伤了
我已完全明白爱能教人心多疼

这次换我等 换我为你牺牲
让我守护着你跟我一起走过时间的河
心疼你的心疼 想紧紧把你抱着
去弥补从前所有不完整

让我让你快乐 为你的微笑负责
承诺过的未来还在等
等我们的爱重生

haiz..

gt a little bit regret d..
i jus wanna say sori 2u..
im sori..
mayb coz of my playfulness i had hurt u..
n nw im realy very sori..
nw i jus knw tat tat day i cpl wif u..
i dun have anyfeeling wif u..
mayb when u saw tis u wil angry n sad..
bt i jus wanna say sori 2u..

n frm nw on..i dun wan cpl anymore..
coz i scare i hurt dao u al..
i duno wat is love n i also dun wan 2knw wat is love..
i stil rmb ps gt ask me b4..izit u get hurt frm anyone so tat u wil became like tis..
i duno..
i realy duno..
i realy duno wat is love n i also dun wan 2knw wat is tat..
i stil rmb i gt tel her b4..
i can cpl wif a guy tat jus knw him 1day.
i can cpl wif..
realy i can..
...wif no feeling...

?????

finaly mama acept jor kor..
should i b hapi?
bt di get hurt..
wat should i do..
di msg me..he say he lose d..
wat should i do??
wat should i feel??
wat can i do??

i jus off my fon..
off msn..
off fb..
dun talk 2anyone..
sori coz i dun wan make al of u tat care me in hapi mood became emo..

jus hope i dun have any feeling..
or i die d!!!!
mayb tat ting hapen for me is much beter..
cant feel anyting..
can hurt my self..
jus wanna live tis fricking world..
stupid useless me..><

di..sori coz im useless cant help anyting..
kor sori coz i didnt n cant hapi 2geter wif u..

jus hope mama dun hurt dao anyone of them..
jus can hope tat tey wun get H.U.R.T ..

who im..

im jus a bad girl..
drink..
mayb gt smoke(wanna try)..
there is nt worth for u..
jus go away frm me mayb is better for u..
go as far as u could..

me CHIA LIAN LING is a bad girl..
so when u saw me..
pls go run as far as u could..
thx a lot..

sad..

u cm find me d..
bt i dun dare 2reply ur msg..
i scare u knw i moody(emo) u wil wori..
then i jus left ur msg at a side..
i knw u care me..
dun wan me moody..
scare me kena buli..
scare me cry..
scare me hurt my self..

haiz..
bt wat 2do..
i also duno wat hapen 2me..
jus wan say sori 2u.

ღ『伪装』ღ

明明很想哭，却还在笑。
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。
明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。
明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。
明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。
明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。
明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。
明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。
明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。
明明知道说这样的话会伤害他，却忍着心疼装作轻松的说出口。
明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。
明明这样『伪装』着很累，却还得依旧……

心痛..

心痛的时候，用手紧紧抓住胸口，想要把心揪住；

心痛的时候，将胸抵在膝头，任泪水肆意横流；

心痛的时候，是那样孤独而又无助，好想找一间远离尘世的森林小屋，在没人听见的地

方放声大哭……