我只是希望今年21岁生日
你会陪在我身边
只求一天就好 可以吗
拜托
刚才不敢说 我怕你拒绝我
因为那天是我生日
你不想要对不起你女友
只要给我一个你 哪怕一段晚餐
一餐街边的食物
可以吗
只有眼泪懂得一切
Saturday, March 12, 2016
开不了口的请求
Friday, February 12, 2016
今晚的我
我只是要活得开心
头脑简单 不想想什么负责的事
太懒惰了 简简单单就好
希望每天有好玩的 每天都忙忙的
只是每次停下来 想的就是他
希望每天忙忙忙 这样就不想了
对吧
最近遇到一个怪咖 他和我一样喜欢了一个不该喜欢的人
那晚他不知道怎么了说了很多
我不知道怎么了 陪了他
或许 我可以感觉到他需要人陪
因为我明白他
那晚 他感觉很伤心 很无助吧
我也跟着伤心起来 以前的我是不是像他那样
那么伤心 为了一个不爱我们的人
我没有像他那样勇敢 比他懦弱
我的事 都不敢跟别人聊 更不能在别人面前提起 我会很笨的 哭得很伤心
希望我可以假装坚强 骗得了别人 也骗到自己
我不想为他哭 但不能控制
我想尝试喜欢人 但我喜欢的不喜欢我
我不喜欢的偏偏对我示好
真的那么难可以互相喜欢的吗 ?
我想静一静 让我一个人好好想想
Monday, February 1, 2016
Friday, January 29, 2016
幸运的一个夜晚
Today is so lucky
He text me
Im stil serious in what he told me
I ask him, stil friend or u dw b friend anymore
He say his gf dont like.
I nvr expect he will text me again
Is so suddenly
I have told myself nvr talk to him
Stop falling on him
He love his gf
Is was so surprise
Ended with me talk to you nxt time
Bt his suddenly text make me suddenly mis him
Today class was ended early
Bt idw go home
So i go turn around
Who knws i bang into him
I did what i promis to him
"From now on, idk him, he duno me"
I drove off, him too
I nvr expect that i can met him today
I wish i cn run to him and hug him tide
I didnt, i knw he gt gf
Somehow, i just want him to be happy
I saw a question share on fb
What lie u told ur ex before?
My lie to him is i dont love you anymore
Sorry i lie, i love you
Hi
Im sorry to reject u
Some how i miss u so much
I wish i could hug u nw
Tide tide
I scare i cnt let u go
Im afraid to say goodbye
Bt u r nt mine
U belong to others
I tot this year,
On my 21year old bday,
U will help me celebrate.
21 year old was so meaningful for me
I hope u will b tere with me
Bt tat day u told me
U love ur gf so much
Udw she feel sad, jealous or angry
She is so lucky to have you
Unfortunately i dont hv tat luck to be with u
Be happy with her okay
I dont like u to kep say sorry to me
What i do for u is i ownself wn
Nt ur fault
Ur sorry just make me feel more sad
Dont ever say sorry to me
Just like wat we promis each other last time
Just say i love you, no sorry
Bt the person u love were no longer is me
Idw u both argue coz of me
Idw u feel sorry to ur gf
The day i make decision to love u
I already knw ur choice is her nt me
I miss u